Sunday, April 24, 2005
blogging for saturday 23rd april 2005yikes. lost my purple+transparent skate guard. i just got it yesterday, like EHHHH?!! nevermind. dont feel like skating anymore.. until i get a new pair of boots.
shereen, my dahling shereen, going through what i experienced not long ago, feeling the same way, hurting the same way... im sorry i cant really help you now, something else is bugging me more...
the ability to read peoples minds/eyes. is it a bane or boon? it will make u a very sad person. but it gives u the advantage over the majority who dont have it.
but i think of it more of a skill. it CAN be learnt. coz i taught myself. somehow. im naturally more sensitive, but i dont think i was born with the talent to mind read, so im not all that good at mind reading yet. but it would be scary if someday i can do it like anthony, because it is very tempting indeed to be bad, rather than good
being nice is tiring. you spend effort and time to help people. then when u successfully resolve their problem in future they come back to you again for help. it gets tiring. very. while being a bastard is easy, isnt it? why should i give a damn about you or your problems?whatever your decision anthony, dont hurt anyone or yourself. im hoping you stay on this side... really hoping for it.
skating was a drag. was surprised to see jeff. there were so many people today!!!!! which sucks. dont have any decent place to move around and shereen s friend left early with my book. argh. didnt know she would be so engrossed in the book she didnt skate, she went there to read that stupid porn book. and left with it! its not mine...!!! i have to return it x.x~
make the wrong choice and regret! run away from making the decision.. weakling..! either way.
xoxo
joce-lyn
2:04 AM
